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Dec. 4th, 2002 10:44 pmThere's something severely wrong with me
I need help, I WANT help, but whenever anyone tries to help me I push it away or ignore it or think it's all superficial and meaningless and that no-one really understands what I'm going through or really wants to help because they don't keep trying, or at least that's the impression I get.
What the hell is wrong with me!!!
I need help, I WANT help, but whenever anyone tries to help me I push it away or ignore it or think it's all superficial and meaningless and that no-one really understands what I'm going through or really wants to help because they don't keep trying, or at least that's the impression I get.
What the hell is wrong with me!!!
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Date: 2002-12-04 06:53 am (UTC)Knowing you need help is very good. Many people don't realize it, or just aren't truthful with themselves that they do need it.
Admitting you need help and wanting that help are two more very big steps!
It is accepting that help that is often the hardest thing to do. When you are ready, real help that you are comfortable with that doesn't seem fake and meaningless will come.
Just give it time.