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Dec. 4th, 2002 10:44 pmThere's something severely wrong with me
I need help, I WANT help, but whenever anyone tries to help me I push it away or ignore it or think it's all superficial and meaningless and that no-one really understands what I'm going through or really wants to help because they don't keep trying, or at least that's the impression I get.
What the hell is wrong with me!!!
I need help, I WANT help, but whenever anyone tries to help me I push it away or ignore it or think it's all superficial and meaningless and that no-one really understands what I'm going through or really wants to help because they don't keep trying, or at least that's the impression I get.
What the hell is wrong with me!!!
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I'm sorry I haven't been able to meet you at all this week BJ, what with all the things I've been doing keeping me out of free-timeness with which to come and see you. I really would like to get together some time.. as soon as I write out th elist of stuff that I've agreed to go to for the next few weeks, I'l let you know when I'm free... partially to trade, but mainly because I'd really like to talk to you and give you hugs. I hope you feel better tomorrow.