gemfyre | Ok now that pisses me off a bit

So, today I spent a while (Matt reckons it was 20 minutes, I reckon it was a little shorter, but still way longer than I expected) looking at the stockings and things in Woolworths, because I want something to keep my legs warm so I can wear skirts and dresses now.

I eventually decide on two pairs. Both in XL/Xtra-tall whatever. Biggest size available.

I spend $20 on them.

Neither fit.

Being what they are I can't take them back. Anyone want 'em?

Now. I am always seeing on TV bigger girls, bigger than me, and they look gorgeous in what they're wearing and what they're wearing FITS.

Now, where the heck is this mysterious shop where I can find these clothes? Because at the moment it doesn't matter what size pants I try on, they won't fit. Either the won't get over my hips, or if they do they gape at the waist or fall down. I'm getting really pissed off and disheartened by this. I try to be content with my body and all that, but it's kinda hard when I find it impossible to find anything nice that fits properly.

My top half is fine. My boobs are magnificent and I can find tops and dresses that showcase them.

I think I'd just do better if I ended at the waist.