Well I guess the world needs to know...

Matt and I broke up.

It's been a year stewing and a week deciding. It couldn't go on like it was. There were great moments, and there were terrible moments, and a lot of mediocrity. Just dragging that on would be bad for both of us and we both agree completely this time. Unlike last times where it's been a bombshell and I've turned out a blubbering mess.

This time it was pretty much instigated by both of us. Sure it's sad, but not a tragedy. We're still friends. We still love each other. We will still cook and drool over food porn together. I will still whine at him when I have computer trouble. He will still come to my house to get a decent feed. We will still pine for the roller coasters of the world together. I'll stay at his house most weekends until I can bloody MOVE OUT!

If it was such a tragedy why do I have this light, giddy feeling? My big problem now is just, going places. I would on my own but these days at night it's just too fucking dangerous because there are assholes everywhere, so I need someone to show me a good time. I can see a lot of petrol being used. *sigh*

Well I guess the world needs to know...

Matt and I broke up.

It's been a year stewing and a week deciding. It couldn't go on like it was. There were great moments, and there were terrible moments, and a lot of mediocrity. Just dragging that on would be bad for both of us and we both agree completely this time. Unlike last times where it's been a bombshell and I've turned out a blubbering mess.

This time it was pretty much instigated by both of us. Sure it's sad, but not a tragedy. We're still friends. We still love each other. We will still cook and drool over food porn together. I will still whine at him when I have computer trouble. He will still come to my house to get a decent feed. We will still pine for the roller coasters of the world together. I'll stay at his house most weekends until I can bloody MOVE OUT!

If it was such a tragedy why do I have this light, giddy feeling? My big problem now is just, going places. I would on my own but these days at night it's just too fucking dangerous because there are assholes everywhere, so I need someone to show me a good time. I can see a lot of petrol being used. *sigh*

Hang ups

I've realised something.

I'm pretty open minded as to the activities of others.

But when it comes to myself I have so many nasty hang ups. Even tho I look at it and think, "If I could over it that would be fun/nice."

Hrm, maybe I need to get over it.

Hang ups

I've realised something.

I'm pretty open minded as to the activities of others.

But when it comes to myself I have so many nasty hang ups. Even tho I look at it and think, "If I could over it that would be fun/nice."

Hrm, maybe I need to get over it.

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I hope you never lose your sense of wonder
You get your fill to eat but always keep that hunger
May you never take one single breath for granted
God forbid love ever leave you empty handed

I hope you still feel small when you stand beside the ocean
Whenever one door closes I hope one more opens
Promise me that you'll give faith a fighting chance
And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance

I hope you dance
I hope you dance

I hope you never fear those mountains in the distance
Never settle for the path of least resistance
Living might mean taking chances but they're worth taking
Loving might be a mistake but it's worth making

Don't let some hellbent heart leave you bitter
If you come close to selling out, reconsider
Give the heavens above more than just a passing glance
And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance

I hope you dance
I hope you dance

(no subject)

I hope you never lose your sense of wonder
You get your fill to eat but always keep that hunger
May you never take one single breath for granted
God forbid love ever leave you empty handed

I hope you still feel small when you stand beside the ocean
Whenever one door closes I hope one more opens
Promise me that you'll give faith a fighting chance
And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance

I hope you dance
I hope you dance

I hope you never fear those mountains in the distance
Never settle for the path of least resistance
Living might mean taking chances but they're worth taking
Loving might be a mistake but it's worth making

Don't let some hellbent heart leave you bitter
If you come close to selling out, reconsider
Give the heavens above more than just a passing glance
And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance

I hope you dance
I hope you dance

Caterpillar...

Those little furry caterpillars seem to be around the place a lot lately.

I remember I used to keep them when I was a kid. They loved the bush that grew at the back of our yard.

Caterpillar...

Those little furry caterpillars seem to be around the place a lot lately.

I remember I used to keep them when I was a kid. They loved the bush that grew at the back of our yard.