Well I guess the world needs to know...
Aug. 14th, 2003 04:49 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
gemfyreMatt and I broke up.
It's been a year stewing and a week deciding. It couldn't go on like it was. There were great moments, and there were terrible moments, and a lot of mediocrity. Just dragging that on would be bad for both of us and we both agree completely this time. Unlike last times where it's been a bombshell and I've turned out a blubbering mess.
This time it was pretty much instigated by both of us. Sure it's sad, but not a tragedy. We're still friends. We still love each other. We will still cook and drool over food porn together. I will still whine at him when I have computer trouble. He will still come to my house to get a decent feed. We will still pine for the roller coasters of the world together. I'll stay at his house most weekends until I can bloody MOVE OUT!
If it was such a tragedy why do I have this light, giddy feeling? My big problem now is just, going places. I would on my own but these days at night it's just too fucking dangerous because there are assholes everywhere, so I need someone to show me a good time. I can see a lot of petrol being used. *sigh*
It's been a year stewing and a week deciding. It couldn't go on like it was. There were great moments, and there were terrible moments, and a lot of mediocrity. Just dragging that on would be bad for both of us and we both agree completely this time. Unlike last times where it's been a bombshell and I've turned out a blubbering mess.
This time it was pretty much instigated by both of us. Sure it's sad, but not a tragedy. We're still friends. We still love each other. We will still cook and drool over food porn together. I will still whine at him when I have computer trouble. He will still come to my house to get a decent feed. We will still pine for the roller coasters of the world together. I'll stay at his house most weekends until I can bloody MOVE OUT!
If it was such a tragedy why do I have this light, giddy feeling? My big problem now is just, going places. I would on my own but these days at night it's just too fucking dangerous because there are assholes everywhere, so I need someone to show me a good time. I can see a lot of petrol being used. *sigh*
