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I was pondering a few night ago. I LOVE biology, anatomy, evolution, genetics, vulcanology, astronomy etc.
But I don't like the units I'm doing like Conservation Biology, it just seems to make my brain mush and piss me off. And I think I figured out why. It's the same as Human Services did to me. It's humans doing stuff. And humans will only care about thier selfish interests and be stupid and materialistic and pathetic and capitalist. Con Biol, like Human Services is mainly about passing the buck, applying for funding grants and getting nothing done.
I know it's "how it works in real life" but that doesn't mean it can't piss me off no end. If I had my way I'd allocate as much money as required for conservation efforts and tell any humans with arguments about losing their precious land or livelihood to stick it. A species that doesn't destroy it's home is more important to me.
All the subjects I am FASCINATED with (listed in first sentence) are just mother nature doing what she does. All that stuff will continue happening without humans as it did for the billions of years before humans. We may try and tinker with it but ultimately nature is in charge. And I love her work.
But I don't like the units I'm doing like Conservation Biology, it just seems to make my brain mush and piss me off. And I think I figured out why. It's the same as Human Services did to me. It's humans doing stuff. And humans will only care about thier selfish interests and be stupid and materialistic and pathetic and capitalist. Con Biol, like Human Services is mainly about passing the buck, applying for funding grants and getting nothing done.
I know it's "how it works in real life" but that doesn't mean it can't piss me off no end. If I had my way I'd allocate as much money as required for conservation efforts and tell any humans with arguments about losing their precious land or livelihood to stick it. A species that doesn't destroy it's home is more important to me.
All the subjects I am FASCINATED with (listed in first sentence) are just mother nature doing what she does. All that stuff will continue happening without humans as it did for the billions of years before humans. We may try and tinker with it but ultimately nature is in charge. And I love her work.
