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Bad dream
re: you know what

can't get back to sleep now

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Bad dream
re: you know what

can't get back to sleep now

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I hope my MOC Bubbles arrives soon
Today would be good.

It better not be smooshed or I will break something

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I hope my MOC Bubbles arrives soon
Today would be good.

It better not be smooshed or I will break something

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What I want to say I shouldn't say.
I don't want to jeopardise things.

Dammit I just wish I knew where I stand, right now I don't have a clue about anything and just want to crawl into bed and sleep for the rest of my life.

All these summer holiday plans. And possibilities for the future. All these things I was looking forward too. At the moment none of it's there...

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What I want to say I shouldn't say.
I don't want to jeopardise things.

Dammit I just wish I knew where I stand, right now I don't have a clue about anything and just want to crawl into bed and sleep for the rest of my life.

All these summer holiday plans. And possibilities for the future. All these things I was looking forward too. At the moment none of it's there...

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I should be dressed and getting ready to go out by now

I'm still in my PJs and sitting in front of the puter being blah.

All my motivation is gone. I feel like I have nothing to look forward too anymore...

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I should be dressed and getting ready to go out by now

I'm still in my PJs and sitting in front of the puter being blah.

All my motivation is gone. I feel like I have nothing to look forward too anymore...

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I feel sick

it's like there's this gaping hole in me....


I was hoping I wouldn't have to write stuff like this ever again. Reading back on the last time it happened is always bad.

Here I was, everything was looking great, I was looking forward to things, I was in love, I was having fun, then BAM!! out of the left field, and I get flung to the bottom of the hill again.

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I feel sick

it's like there's this gaping hole in me....


I was hoping I wouldn't have to write stuff like this ever again. Reading back on the last time it happened is always bad.

Here I was, everything was looking great, I was looking forward to things, I was in love, I was having fun, then BAM!! out of the left field, and I get flung to the bottom of the hill again.

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Happy couples make me sick

jaded and bitter who me??

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Happy couples make me sick

jaded and bitter who me??

Am I missing something here??

All I see is three ultra-commons and two that aren't ultra common but not awfully hard to find either

http://cgi.ebay.com.au/ws/eBayISAPI.dll?ViewItem&item=1921429810

Am I missing something here??

All I see is three ultra-commons and two that aren't ultra common but not awfully hard to find either

http://cgi.ebay.com.au/ws/eBayISAPI.dll?ViewItem&item=1921429810

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I'm just a first class fool for trying to live a fairytale.

I don't know how I ever got it in my head that I could succeed. Things like that are always destined to fail.

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I'm just a first class fool for trying to live a fairytale.

I don't know how I ever got it in my head that I could succeed. Things like that are always destined to fail.

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There's something severely wrong with me

I need help, I WANT help, but whenever anyone tries to help me I push it away or ignore it or think it's all superficial and meaningless and that no-one really understands what I'm going through or really wants to help because they don't keep trying, or at least that's the impression I get.

What the hell is wrong with me!!!

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There's something severely wrong with me

I need help, I WANT help, but whenever anyone tries to help me I push it away or ignore it or think it's all superficial and meaningless and that no-one really understands what I'm going through or really wants to help because they don't keep trying, or at least that's the impression I get.

What the hell is wrong with me!!!