gemfyre | The Truth Is A Lie

I coined that phrase many years ago. Back in early high school, and it still holds true.

I've often tried to delude myself into thinking I'm not but the fact remains that I am still completely and utterly confused about everything. I cannot find a shred of consistency anywhere and I'm just being blown about on everyone else's whim.

I am so tired, maybe I'm just "grumpy because I'm tired". Maybe I'll feel better in the morning. I hope.

I knew about 3 days ago that this get together would be a non-event. But I still did the stupid thing and hoped. Ah well.