Collects another spanner (in the works)
Sep. 16th, 2002 08:10 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
gemfyrelots of stuff I wanted to say last nyte but as usual it rushes from my head when I go to type.
Of course the most horrible thing I think is that I know that it's "what's best for me" and I guess a chain has been cut and I now have a few opportunities.
But dammit, I don't want or need that. I want things like they were. Everything is just a memory now that makes me sad. I just hope things will get better and then things for us can be better than ever. I've had bad luck with what I hope for in the past but I'll risk hoping again now.
Of course the most horrible thing I think is that I know that it's "what's best for me" and I guess a chain has been cut and I now have a few opportunities.
But dammit, I don't want or need that. I want things like they were. Everything is just a memory now that makes me sad. I just hope things will get better and then things for us can be better than ever. I've had bad luck with what I hope for in the past but I'll risk hoping again now.
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Date: 2002-09-16 07:59 pm (UTC)Man, I thought I was paranoid and clingy but YOU take the cake.