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gemfyreGod BJ, how many times will it take for you to learn? Never get your hopes up because it feels fucking awful when they’re torn down.
I have so had enough of this damn job. I want a little freedom again.
My plan for tonight involved.
- Being dropped off around 6:30pm in Broome.
- Putting lasagne on for dinner.
- Ringing Matt from town before mum & dad came home.
- Microwaving a cheddar kransky to eat while I waited.
- Having a hot shower
- Showing mum & dad cannon netting photos
- Sleeping in a comfy bed.
- Maybe even watching a little TV.
Instead I get
- stuck here at the Obs.
- Crap for dinner
- Cold shower
- Shitted off
- No decent sleep in tomorrow
- Less time in town to chill out in comfort
- Less time with my parents while they’re up here.
After so many alternatives were organised so I could get into town, they’ve all fallen through.
I hate it up here. I wanna go home.
This is the first time it’s got to me so much I’m almost in tears.
A bit later
Yeah, I was shat. I've since got in contact with mum and they'll pick me up tonight. Not what I'd planned but better than what things looked like.
Man, I was ready to just disappear and sleep on the beach. I used to act like that at parties sometimes, if I got so shat I'd just sneak somewhere secluded and ponder how long it would take for someone to worry about me.
I have so had enough of this damn job. I want a little freedom again.
My plan for tonight involved.
- Being dropped off around 6:30pm in Broome.
- Putting lasagne on for dinner.
- Ringing Matt from town before mum & dad came home.
- Microwaving a cheddar kransky to eat while I waited.
- Having a hot shower
- Showing mum & dad cannon netting photos
- Sleeping in a comfy bed.
- Maybe even watching a little TV.
Instead I get
- stuck here at the Obs.
- Crap for dinner
- Cold shower
- Shitted off
- No decent sleep in tomorrow
- Less time in town to chill out in comfort
- Less time with my parents while they’re up here.
After so many alternatives were organised so I could get into town, they’ve all fallen through.
I hate it up here. I wanna go home.
This is the first time it’s got to me so much I’m almost in tears.
A bit later
Yeah, I was shat. I've since got in contact with mum and they'll pick me up tonight. Not what I'd planned but better than what things looked like.
Man, I was ready to just disappear and sleep on the beach. I used to act like that at parties sometimes, if I got so shat I'd just sneak somewhere secluded and ponder how long it would take for someone to worry about me.
