Lousy night
Mar. 29th, 2003 09:48 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
gemfyreI had all the great plans for last night, hrm, and as usual none of that went to plan.
Started out as the "other people singing my songs" night. Graheme did Beautiful Day, but at least he admitted he was crap and wouldn't do it again. :) All you need is practise, you'll get better. ;) Sharyl then did Wanted Dead Or Alive, but he could actually do it well. Not as good as Sarah and I tho. I got to do Come As You are and If I Could (heh, finally) and also jumped up to do Slice Of Heaven with Matt and Sarah (the other one). Didn't feel like dancing either. Matt was drinking too much red wine and acting funny again, which I never like. He was having a bit of pain. Which is very sucky, but I believe there are better ways to deal with it than he does.
Then Matt went off with Sarah for a bit. And unfortunately I caught him doing... something he knows he bloody well shouldn't do and that I detest. This made me angry/sad/heartbroken/disppointed/frustrated. So we sat outside for quite a while talking/arguing/me crying/hugging etc.
More talking when we got home. Disturbing, frustrating conversation. But in the end I can't help but forgive him because we love each other. *sigh* I just wish he'd put his resources to better use than he does.
Started out as the "other people singing my songs" night. Graheme did Beautiful Day, but at least he admitted he was crap and wouldn't do it again. :) All you need is practise, you'll get better. ;) Sharyl then did Wanted Dead Or Alive, but he could actually do it well. Not as good as Sarah and I tho. I got to do Come As You are and If I Could (heh, finally) and also jumped up to do Slice Of Heaven with Matt and Sarah (the other one). Didn't feel like dancing either. Matt was drinking too much red wine and acting funny again, which I never like. He was having a bit of pain. Which is very sucky, but I believe there are better ways to deal with it than he does.
Then Matt went off with Sarah for a bit. And unfortunately I caught him doing... something he knows he bloody well shouldn't do and that I detest. This made me angry/sad/heartbroken/disppointed/frustrated. So we sat outside for quite a while talking/arguing/me crying/hugging etc.
More talking when we got home. Disturbing, frustrating conversation. But in the end I can't help but forgive him because we love each other. *sigh* I just wish he'd put his resources to better use than he does.
