gemfyre | (no subject)

Doh
had half an entry written, then computer decided to crash, as is it's habit.
Ah well...

I keep trying to find a life
On my own apart from you
I am the king of excuses
I've got one for every selfish thing I do

What's going on inside of me?
I despise my own behaviour
This only serves to confirm my suspicions
That I'm still a man in need of a saviour

I wanna be in the light
As you are in the light
I wanna shine like the stars in the heavens
Oh lord, be my light, and be my salvation
'Cause all I want is to be in the light
All I want is to be in the light

The disease of self runs through my blood
It's a cancer fatal to my soul
Every attempt on my behalf has failed
To bring this sickness under control

Tell me what's going on inside of me?
(What's going on?)
I despise my own behaviour
(Despise my own behaviour)
This only serves to confirm my suspicions
That I'm still a man in need of a saviour

I wanna be in the light
As you are in the light
I wanna shine like the stars in the heavens
Oh lord, be my light, and be my salvation
'Cause all I want is to be in the light
All I want is to be in the light

Honesty becomes me
(There's nothing left to lose)
The secrets that did run me
(In your presence are refused)
Pride has no position
(As riches have no worth)
The pain that once did cover me
(Has been sentenced to this earth)
Has been sentenced to this earth

Tell me what's going on inside of me?
(What's going on?)
I despise my own behaviour
(Despise my own behaviour)
This only serves to confirm my suspicions
That I'm still a man in need of a saviour

I wanna be in the light
As you are in the light
I wanna shine like the stars in the heavens
Oh lord, be my light, and be my salvation
'Cause all I want is to be in the light
All I want is to be in the light

I wanna be in the light
As you are in the light
I wanna shine like the stars in the heavens
Oh lord, be my light, and be my salvation
'Cause all I want is to be in the light
All I want
All I want is to be in the light
All I want
All I want
All I want is to be
In the light

There's no other place I want to be
No other place that I can see
A place to be that's just right home
It's gonna be, it's gonna be in the light
And you are in the light
It's where I need to be
It's right where I need to be...

It's lunch time, I'm hungry, but I cannot find a skerric of food that I WANT to eat, weird. I'll prolly end up eating a toasted sandwich.

Prolly gonna go into Kalamunda later today and get my jaw X-rayed. Evil wisdom teeth. They have started giving me the odd headache and they ache sometimes when I chew in the corners of my mouth. Also gotta package the petites and post 'em off to England.

I've ended up with a tuna cheese and mayo toastie. The cheese is jarlsberg, mmmm. Must get hold of some of that Australian Swiss like I tried on Saturday, man that was divine stuff.

I think I'll post this before the computer crashes again, and try to come up with something more intelligent for my next update.