Pink is not red or white - But you brought me pink roses tonight

Got that funny pulling feeling at my heart again this morning. It's not pleasant but it will never leave. It comes part and parcel with the insecurity and doubt that comes from totally being in love with someone.

I'm sorry, but I'll never stop wanting as much kisses and cuddles as I can get. Isn't that normal when you love someone?? That you can't get enough of them, that you want your life to be that person?? In my mind that's what love is and that's how I feel. It won't change, it's me. I love you and I know you love me and your perception of it is different from mine but that still won't change MY perception.

I couldn't dream of anything better than being in the arms of the person I love. Sure, one must sometimes choose to do the less desirable thing for the experience. But in the end it is the best thing in the world... to me at least.

Yeah, I know you know I'm talking to you. *makes that silly cow face with the horns and pokes out her tongue*

I love you, don't try to stop me.

Pink is not red or white - But you brought me pink roses tonight

Got that funny pulling feeling at my heart again this morning. It's not pleasant but it will never leave. It comes part and parcel with the insecurity and doubt that comes from totally being in love with someone.

I'm sorry, but I'll never stop wanting as much kisses and cuddles as I can get. Isn't that normal when you love someone?? That you can't get enough of them, that you want your life to be that person?? In my mind that's what love is and that's how I feel. It won't change, it's me. I love you and I know you love me and your perception of it is different from mine but that still won't change MY perception.

I couldn't dream of anything better than being in the arms of the person I love. Sure, one must sometimes choose to do the less desirable thing for the experience. But in the end it is the best thing in the world... to me at least.

Yeah, I know you know I'm talking to you. *makes that silly cow face with the horns and pokes out her tongue*

I love you, don't try to stop me.

Kinda right - Kinda wrong

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Chalk & Cheese

It's so weird

There is Kat and there is me, and we are absolute chalk and cheese, we have completely different sets of ideals and life experiences.

Yet you love us both (albeit in different ways).

I still demand the position of most important tho!!

And what the heck is wrong with me being a selfish bitch like that?? Sure, friends are vital and we all need them, but I want to be the one, not just the one you come back to at the end of the day.

I've said this before haven't I?? I just feel like it never sinks in to anyone. I throw my all into loving you, I just want the same in return. If that makes me a jealous bitch then so be it. Don't mean to scare you but you are the most important person in my life (eep, that almost scares me even maybe).

Why does asserting myself and pepping up my self esteem make me sound like a self-centered bitch?? I hate sounding like that, but I think I hate more being made to feel like dirt and just some instrument.

( Just a song )

*cyber squishes and angels and kisses to be redeemed in full when I see you next* I don't get how you don't like it sometimes *shrugs*. So who is the confused one? *shrugs again*

I love you anyway.

Chalk & Cheese

It's so weird

There is Kat and there is me, and we are absolute chalk and cheese, we have completely different sets of ideals and life experiences.

Yet you love us both (albeit in different ways).

I still demand the position of most important tho!!

And what the heck is wrong with me being a selfish bitch like that?? Sure, friends are vital and we all need them, but I want to be the one, not just the one you come back to at the end of the day.

I've said this before haven't I?? I just feel like it never sinks in to anyone. I throw my all into loving you, I just want the same in return. If that makes me a jealous bitch then so be it. Don't mean to scare you but you are the most important person in my life (eep, that almost scares me even maybe).

Why does asserting myself and pepping up my self esteem make me sound like a self-centered bitch?? I hate sounding like that, but I think I hate more being made to feel like dirt and just some instrument.

( Just a song )

*cyber squishes and angels and kisses to be redeemed in full when I see you next* I don't get how you don't like it sometimes *shrugs*. So who is the confused one? *shrugs again*

I love you anyway.

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Gah, must must must finish this darn field report.

And I want Sims to work!!! *cries*

(no subject)

Gah, must must must finish this darn field report.

And I want Sims to work!!! *cries*

Should I mention AFL in my report??

*rolls eyes*

I look up "Australian Magpies & Crows" and what do I get?? Bloody football!!

First page of the Google search and only one hit leads to a page about birds. The rest are footy.

Should I mention AFL in my report??

*rolls eyes*

I look up "Australian Magpies & Crows" and what do I get?? Bloody football!!

First page of the Google search and only one hit leads to a page about birds. The rest are footy.

I am not allowed a shower until I finish my report - and you all know how much I love showers

Bad IRC
Bad LJ

I drive myself to distraction

*grabs her procrastination crown*

I am not allowed a shower until I finish my report - and you all know how much I love showers

Bad IRC
Bad LJ

I drive myself to distraction

*grabs her procrastination crown*