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a tad down again
If for the moment we are just friends then I wish it could be like the rest of our friends. I wish I could just be over and go for walks and bum around and watch movies and stuff. Really, we only see/saw each other on the weekends and Mondays and it's the whole damn distance problem and I me feeling this way is one of the main problems but what the hell can I do???
I am stuck up here, a million miles away from all my friends and I JUST WANT TO BE SPONTANEOUS, like everyone else, and I can't, and this is the main big problem with me but I CAN'T DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT!!!!
It would change how I feel if I could change my circumstances. But everyone and every thing just wants to fuck me around and keep me stuck here. *sobs*
*screams*
I am stuck up here, a million miles away from all my friends and I JUST WANT TO BE SPONTANEOUS, like everyone else, and I can't, and this is the main big problem with me but I CAN'T DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT!!!!
It would change how I feel if I could change my circumstances. But everyone and every thing just wants to fuck me around and keep me stuck here. *sobs*
*screams*